Justin Bieber wasn’t in attendance of the 2020 Grammys, but the pop titan did have something in store for fans just a day after the ceremony. As teased, the star unleashed the first episode of his YouTube docuseries, Seasons, and it touches on his big return to the public limelight.

In the 11-minute episode titled “Leaving The Spotlight,” which was uploaded onto YouTube on Monday (January 27), viewers take a trip down memory lane as he brings the cameras to the Stratford apartment he grew up in. While he was surprised to see some improvements to the building, his visit to the complex alongside wife Hailey Baldwin heard him admit he was embarrassed by the upbringing. “I used to tell my friends, because I was ashamed that I live in such a low poverty standards. I used to tell my friends, ‘There’s a bowling alley downstairs and stuff. It’s booked up right now.'”

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